Long Time So Busy

well i graduated finally from high school and now the summer is beginning and well.. my new fascination is going to keep me awake and I'm never going to sleep. BRUSHES.

*brushes were made by their creators and i give them full credit.

hunnay.

He's more important than I give him credit for.. I love him.. I just don't always put him out there.. He's the best thing that's happen to me.. and it sucks because he's always getting on me as if I don't care enough.. i do. I really do. I just get caught up in what I'm doing and trying to accomplish. ergh its just so hard trying to show him that I'm all for him.. because in a way he never wants to see that. he wants to see all the crap i'm doing without him..



(us when we 1st met..)
I kinda miss us like that.. innocent and not really knowing what will happen to us next.. things were calmer.. & less stressful.. and more fun. now... ima wa.. hidoi.

internship asap..

So for photography I have to have an internship.. and well its due like APRIL 30th!! and I still havent found anyone.. :[ erghh.. I'm determined.

Ta-Da..

so here I am taken by "miss felice russell" looking pretty amazed by something.. its really.. I'm off to a pretty good start. going to csu east bay in sept. just turnd 18.. not much really changed except my body likes to take on the weight. lame.. my boyfriend.. hates me right now because I didn't write enough about him.. yet.. but i will soon. but i've taken on photography and thats why i really made this site.. i've gotten myself pretty wrapped up in self expressions like photoraphy, dancing, drawing, singing, i guess blogging counts too.. Idk. everything I find that lets me put out what i am.. i'm loving it.. sounds cliche' .. well here I am.

hehe look what the cat rolled in..

yes so i definitely took that at that park in cameron park . :] it makes me happier then "feeling alone.." everyone says its lonely. :[